The Stock Market


So i got to thinking about the stock market, one invest with the desire to earn big profit...never to loose. With the luxury of insider trading if one knows your stocks will go down...the logic thing to do is sell your stocks right?  So if you don't know? When is it okay to take a risk...a big risk...with the possibility of losing it all... including yourself?

The fog is clearing up, and suddenly I’m starting to see things for what they really are.

Now I’m sitting here in an empty room wondering…quite a few things...

Found the Sunshine at the end of the Day

I can’t remember what is wrong

Well I’ve been happy now for way too long

We got a lot more to go

How can it be that a fish in the sea can feel like its completely alone?

I found a needle in the hay

I found the sunshine at the end of the day

It doesn’t have to be now,

I have all the time in the world

I’m not sure if any one can understand

Guess what, the world may never know

Credits: Dr. Dog 

Bases Loaded?

He said to me “Life will throw you curveballs”

I know what he meant by that…for I’ve heard the expression before…

So what do I do?

Instantly I think of dodging it…why? One may wonder.

Well in the game of baseball swinging and missing a curveball…counts as a strike…

Three strikes you are out!

So I got to thinking…

All I want to do is get on base…my ultimate goal is to run home.

Throw me enough curveballs…I will avoid them, four balls get me on base.

Its easy…right? Wrong…

Why take a chance and take a swing at a bad pitch?

Watch the ball...know the game…get home.

 Swing for a good pitch…end of story.

A Night at the Freak Show

One whole week I waited with excitement, I played out the amazing night I had with him few nights ago…I couldn’t wait to see him…

So the day finally came, and bam, crash, doom!

I couldn’t connect the two, his incredibly good looks with his personality, he carried a negative attitude with a crappy perception of others and life...whomp whomp what a downer…

Common!!! I thought this must be the perfect place to have a date…DTLA the night is bright…art everywhere and so many good vibes...but here I was with a guy that couldn’t see all the beauty around him.

I couldn’t wait for the date to end I just wanted him to stop talking and his laugh…eeeh aweful

I laughed as I though in my head dating was a circus…I had a ticket to the freak show.

Out of Left Field    

  Repeatedly I said Its not the right time for me, too many times I was too afraid to take a second date…In my eyes being selfish and sticking to my plan was what I would do. I’m not into dating not right now…I’ve been saying that for over a year now… casual sex was the exception of course but I had to make sure I separated emotion from it but that was a different blog…
So back to the story... Two summers ago I came to the conclusion that love took away from who I was, it made my life crazy, little bits of me were chipped away…I told myself I would not be in that same place ever again.  How could I control this…? What was my motive? I had to learn how to make myself happy,  no man would change that.  Yes! Exactly. So I got to work.

            So I’ve taken care of myself, I’ve done well, I might have got out of track but put myself back on the road…riding solo.  Few nights ago…out of left field (so Im told) I met a guy… it wasn’t the night you’d imagine.  I hung out with five guys sitting next to us (my gf from AZ and her x-bf brother) I know crazy & weird? The night was wild for everyone…except for me...I was sober.  So while she danced it up with some dude and the x-bf ‘s brother was passed out drunk, I made friends with the guys…they all where respectful and cool.  Just talking to all of them in a norm conversation.  We talked about real life stuff not something I would usually do at a bar. RIGHT?

            One of the guys I hit it off with…I didn’t look spectacular that night just my normal work clothes…so I wondered why he took my number…in my mind I though, he thinks I’m cool okay so we can be friends!

We met the following night for dancing. There was a calibrating vibe, he was wonderful and extremely attractive. Felt as if I had known him and his touch…what is it about him?  He kissed me goodnight & said he had to see me again….I smiled and said yes.

I’m going for it, but I’m going to do things right… 

To be continued ladies…

Hello Giggles !!!

I know I know Im a bit crazy over the new year, the big 2012..im not sure what is different but im excited, I have been excited...it could be because its new.. i love new things, new people.yes yes yes!!

Well... there is wonderful website called hellogiggles.com with the cutest and funniest info.  I was reading the post by Erin Foster, “ New Year, New Habits” id like to share this part, which i felt is awesome and very true...enjoy beauties!

January 1^st is always the moment of truth.

I’m so busy anticipating the disappointment that I never even find out if it is going to be disappointing. The anxiety about something is always worse than the actual thing you are worried about. Putting off a phone call that you’re nervous to make and spending a week losing sleep over it and getting knots in your stomach thinking about it is so much worse than the moment you finally pick up the phone and just say what you need to say.

It’s always the party you didn’t plan on going to that you have the best time at. It’s the person you underestimated who impresses you. It’s the thing you’ve obsessed over that doesn’t end up being what you wanted. We never know how things are gonna go. If we stopped jumping ahead and trying to know what’s ahead, we would enjoy where we are a little more.

I don’t believe in New Year’s Resolutions unless you made them for yourself every week instead of every year. Use this week as an excuse to better yourself, but do it again next month. And stop ruining everything with needing to know the outcome before it’s even over!

Tone it up Tuesday!

So, its the beginning of the year when the gyms are be crowded and plenty of women are talking about diets...but ladies... ladies...being healthy & fit is a lifestyle...not a season nor done in a cram session its the way you live your life.  Eat clean & live happy... 
Here is some useful information to know compliments of K&K from the Tone it Up team.

Where are the harsh chemicals hidden? Diet coke and most diet sodas, most flavored waters (unless all natural), splenda packets when you get your coffee, boxed 'diet' foods, non-organic yogurt (which is loaded, by the way), sugar-free coffee creamers, some 'protein bars' and some protein powders that aren't organic. You should be able to pronounce all ingredients on the side of your packaging. This is SO important. You're now asking, well what do I eat!? Ask us anytime, but stick to real food that is LEAN & CLEAN.

What do we drink instead of soda? A nice glass of water will do. We like adding crushed fresh fruit to our water. Instead of splenda in your coffee, add some all natural honey or 1 natural sugar packet. YES, we want you to have calories instead of chemicals. You're abs and body will thank us later. What about yogurt? Instead of the non-organic yogurts, grab an all natural kind, like 0%-1% Chobani, Fage, or Stonyfield Greek yogurt~ they're loaded with protein too!

And speaking of protein... protein never upset anyone's stomach. If you're eating lean, clean protein, you will not get gassy or bloated. Why do some protein powders cause this? It's not the protein, but the chemicals that are in them to mask the taste. We like organic, sprouted brown rice protein. We've fallen victim to the protein powders before, so check your labels and don't make our mistake too. 

-Credits to the Tone it Up team. Thank you!

Are you there?

I have a crazy love for the canyons, for the outdoors, for the sight of beautiful things.  May be the high elevation the breath taking views whatever it is...when I am up here, its just me, nothing matters, my mind is vacant, which takes me to a new trail I just visited today…

When questions start to ransack my entire brain, i know it's time to go to the canyons. the sloping hills, and smell of decaying wood brings a strange sort of peace for the individuals here. You're protected from the outside world of emails, texts, obligations, while you traverse around the roots, you admire the bent limbs, and contemplate how it will outgrow you and the person behind you. the crunching of yellow leaves under your foot makes you want to sear that moment into your brain for the later years, when you won't be capable of walking so fast and once that thought goes through, you'll probably launch into an impromptu sprint, running as fast as you can and when you reach the clearing, all you'll see is a mass of blue and light, so bright, you'll have to cover your eyes…and for a moment, you will be happy. and just for a moment, you will be at peace. and you'll go back to your life, until the next time the questions start again don't worry, the canyon will be waiting here for you.


Credits to Sue Z.