Stay a little Longer

After a beautiful carefree time off work,im back. been six working
days but ten days of not being at work. So i got to thinking
without work i have no structure. But do i really need it?
Being free all day & having not much to worry, nowhere
to rush & no real deadline to meet. There is no alarm clock
going off or desk i have to sit at. There is no morning commute or
same lunch hour. Omygosh! i was free.  So i come back to
work & i dont want to loose my freedom rythym, i come
back with my hair air dried, flat sandals & the minimal
makeup. Vacation me, is not completely gone..work, schedules
and obligations creates a sharp individual, with
a calender & a day of rush with a pattern of awakening and
sleeping...mankind is a force of robots...if we didnt have
all these universe rules & we can just live everyday
as if we wish as if it possibly may be our last, im
sure a few of you would do things different, have a beer and
relax, go visit your family, take a day & do nothing.
The best thing was going to the beach with friends laying out
having fun & not worrying about thing..no rush..just the
ocean & the sun...

Swim in the Deep Sea


I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I need the sunshine and the paving stones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself, with only the music of my heart for company.
— Henry Miller


Hello Beauties…its been a couple days of this mind blowing mental vacation.  I’ve taken a few days for myself…to be to relax and to do the beauty of nothing…just indulging in anything that makes me the happiest; my family my friends and with that comes adventure and peace within.  It has been wonderful, I feel I’m smiling inside and out with the sun shinning on my skin.  This time is perfect to reflect and get rid of the toxic I’ve been carrying on my shoulders…to be free of the dark circles under my eyes…to feel my face genuinely smile and hear the sound of laughter.  Some say running away is not a solution but I don’t call it running it away I call it stepping back and viewing the circumstances from a different angle, from a more serene and far away angle where things are smaller and less serious where actually they look so small they don’t even matter.

Live life by the 3C’s: 

Choices Chances & Changes

       I just read an article called “How to Be Happy” by Krystle C.

You may be wondering why I’m reading such thing so late at night? Well there is never a bad time to read good stuff and let the good vibes flow and besides that I’m a junkie of self help and anything that makes me feel good happy.

The article explained that happiness doesn’t have much to do with material goods but with the outlook on life and the quality of relationships of the people in your life.  It is your choice to perceive each situation with a positive perspective.  Ever wonder why some people have it so good? Well they don’t have it any better than you, they just to choose to look at things different and make the best of life.  Life will give you bumps in the road, it is your choice to change things around. 

            There were ten factors to help one be happy, although what stood out to me the most was forgiveness.  There was study found that an attitude of forgiveness some how reflected a better cardiovascular health and forgiveness literally heals the heart.  Whoa that is amazing and good to hear.  So my friends start forgiving others and yourself and take a deep breath you are doing something great for yourself.  Its sometimes you may feel like you can’t but yes you can, try and remember just because you are forgiving a person does not mean they need to be in your life.  Forgive and release that is my personal tip not from the article. Something to think about…

The last two nights the moon was massive and beautiful everyone was calling It the super moon…hope you all were looking up at it.

Sleep tight beauties tomorrow, the sun will rise once again!

Let it Play !

This is not a race, you don't have to run
You might even slow down, take a look around
you have nothing to prove
Know that in your heart that your song was sung
Dont go with your song still inside you
Let it guide you everyday
So if you loose it all, you can feel like you still won...

            The SHIFT

Are you kidding me?? This feels awesome.

What happened?

Tired of feeling shitty? Physically exhausted? Mind going bananas ? Feeling emotional unstable? Yes to any of those questions? Well I have a treat for you…

Something inside me has been changing…I’m tired…I’m tired of complaining of feeling sad of feeling shitty…I want to change that i want all bad out…

I've surrendered things I’ve held on oh so tightly; let go of control…letting things be…all i want to be free.

I drove with the window down, hair blowing in my hair, while listening to jazz…gosh it sounds beautiful… I'm smiling more…things are looking up

What is my purpose in life? My purpose is to truly be happy! There is nothing else… let things be.   I have everything I need.

Which brings me to a few nights ago…my stress level was soaring & I needed a little guidance, I was searching for the spirit junkie within me where was she?

Something I had in my memory but had forgotten about…that night I though…Dr.Wayne Dyer made a film called “The Shift” I should watch it…after some downloading glitches I found it..i watched 20mins one night another 20mins early morning just enough to keep me going through the day to remind me of all the things Dr. Dyer said in the film…listen up!

He said “Every single person and things that happens and comes into your life is RIGHT ON TIME, just how its suppose to happen” woah I realized, there I was one week earlier breaking my head asking so many whys…well they were part of a lesson part of a teaching…I can truly accept now. Thank you.

He also explained how people wonder what their meaning in life is…their purpose and your and mine purpose is to truly be happy.  Be happy now, stop thinking that after you have what you are chasing is going to make you happy.  Every moment of your life, be grateful for it.  Be kind to others…. and instead of thinking of yourself, think of how you can be of service.  How can you make someone else’s life different? 

Life is great, life is just what it needs to be…I need to let go and stop chasing…it will all come to me… with purpose  & with real meaning….

& i did just that...here i am listening to my jazz having my wine & most importantly writting (doing what i love)

thanks for the love everyone ! I truly appreciate everyone in my life you are all so special to me.